I’m in a rut - a writing rut. I write about “Should I homeschool,” “Are we going to do in vitro,” back to homeschooling, then in vitro, then homeschooling, then in vitro. Yes. That is all I've been writing about, which I am sure is boring as can be for everyone except me. No, scratch that. It’s boring for everyone!
Truth is, I’m in a life rut. I feel like my life is on pause. I’m on the brink of something absolutely amazing, yet I’m stuck. It’s like riding up on a roller coaster. Your stomach tenses as you go up, you get excited, you know that life is about to get super intense, then the car stops. You are stuck. You know that at any moment your car could just fly down, loopety loop, and become amazing or frightening or both. Then the longer you stay up there, you begin to wonder, should someone get me down from here? Is the car really going to move forward? So yes, that is where I am.
Despite all that, and me trying to avoid talking about homeschooling or in vitro. Our test results came back and WE ARE CAPABLE OF DOING IN VITRO!!!