Personally, I think that sounds like a very inappropriate word, I didn't create it, just reused it, which I think will be the first and last time I use it. So here is my video blog about my medications. Please pray that I find ways to calm myself. I am also praying that this is the right decision. I too often, second guess, what God has already revealed to me. It's not like I am going into this without constant prayer. We have gone forward cautiously, and prayerfully, which is what we will continue to do.
So while I freak out, enjoy this video of me and my medication.