I am having very intense feelings, many very surprising feelings, some old, some new. Fortunately, God has blessed me with the world's greatest friends who talk me down when my anxiety has gotten the best of me. Since, I don't know how to express the ridiculous amount of medication I had in a blog, I decided to vlog it.
Personally, I think that sounds like a very inappropriate word, I didn't create it, just reused it, which I think will be the first and last time I use it. So here is my video blog about my medications. Please pray that I find ways to calm myself. I am also praying that this is the right decision. I too often, second guess, what God has already revealed to me. It's not like I am going into this without constant prayer. We have gone forward cautiously, and prayerfully, which is what we will continue to do.
So while I freak out, enjoy this video of me and my medication.
This Christian mom is far from perfect, but continually strives to grow and develop. She is an avid reader of both fiction and non-fiction and focuses a lot on personal growth. She loves to share what she has learned through her studies and her own failures, as well as walks alongside other mothers as they learn together the ins and outs of parenting.